Far you are and I here,
Find my eyes meandering seeking a glimpse of you.
An infliction of pain I can't explain, every attempt in vain.
For my motions being subjects of the heart.
Far you are and I here.

I hear a voice,
bemused I am.
I run so fast towards the voice.
Where are you? I scream so loud.
Over again, im on my knees.

The rush of blood, my temples hurt.
Tears I feel roll down my cheeks
You were the light, where are you?

I hear a voice,
It's you my life.
I hold you close and love you much.
Detest the dream; I never trust to be real.

Pink, Blue, Orange and black.;
Colours I see.

Astound I am, thick make up with the purple fading of her eyes.
Life could have been better! she prays.
Her fake appearance besieges all.

It's the money her eyes say! I was a woman once!
I stand here tonight with a contrived covering hiding the inevitable.

I am I!! Curly hair, Sunny locks; Life has treated me well
but a delusory smile.
My skin the color of milk, Silk it is and I am the
infectious fragrance of what all desire.

I am I!!
The woman at the bar you couldn't resist.
The demon inside you, I am I the woman at the dance bar.

Death haunts me,
leaves a feeling of guilt and pain.
In my anguish I seek for peace.
In a feeling of regret, I pray to god forgive my sins.
In the memory of a past, so remorse filled.
Engulfed by a fire so fierce, I seem to fade like the sun at dusk.
In the distance I see a flame.
A mirage, an illusion I pursue seeking fate which im sure is just a word!

In my solitude burns a desire for something I can't acquire, this is something I don't deserve.
Like a prisoner I surrender, wounded by misery I shed some tears, aghast by the agony I don't deserve.
Day by day the pain rebels and seems with time I'll burn away....