"Exceptionally Messed Up"

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Loved

In pain i was; Depression and misery neverending. Thinking of my past so remorse filled.
Walked in a fairy with the refulgence of the moon, so exquisite.
With time she made me smile and every touch of hers, so sensual I feel through the night.

Engrossed in her thoughts, am a captive in the affection expressed.
Envisage the uniting and I grin; looking at the moon above i beg the same.
Awaiting that touch which I long since time.

Aspiration you are and in my dreams will always stay.
Giving in to my addiction which is so overwhelming,
love is what i feel and it makes me feel blessed
cause i know you feel the same.

A Fairy

A fairy I met.
Gentle and calm, with eyes filled with ambition,
A glowing face, like silver shimmers of the stars by the sea.
Beautiful she is with virtues even more.
A ragged feeling and a single touch to change it all.

Far she lives, away from me. Making it harder with time to grapple.
I wonder to myself 'what is time? An illusion? a deception? A semblance?'
For I can't touch it, see it, but strong enough to believe the existence.
I have no proof, but what i feel is substantial though.

Deep within I know its time. Distress and pain, the cause of all.
Not wanting to yet lay my trust with, for I have no choice as I miss you love.
Desirous of being with you I am and sure with time will lay in your arms.

-vagueadonis

Nightmares

My irritation and cause; I really wonder.
Is it really alright to be the one who's tender.

I wish to live a peaceful life.
No pain, No grievance just a normal world.
Shudder away the vision i see and see the killing and moans so loud.
The colour of blood, substantial enough to prove the same.

Misery and guilt, yells and cries, screams of pain.
Tears of Blood and saber's swords, make me cry.
A recurring dream which makes me sick.

Suicidal I come, an avenging eye I look above..
The steep is deep, my vision a trick.
But in my dream,I know not this.

Sweaty palms, I shuffle in pain.
Nervous and desirous to know what lies ahead..
With bloodshot eyes i stare my fear.

I know there's a grave where i retreat.
But I beg my demons its after you so.

Shivers and chills through my spine and i know there's no way out.

A light in dark you've always been
I need you now.. where are't though.
Take my name or humm something for I will know you are here.
Raise your wand or do something for what you possess I do not.

Fairy you've been and saved my soul,
Shouldn't i await for the same again.

I know you've come, and wont let go.
with a screeching call I lift myself.
A force so strong from within, my sight now relatively clear..
I feel your warmth, your arms and the reality,
you save me yet again..

-vagueadonis

A few intelligent quotes! :D



Reality is a crutch for people who can't cope with drugs. ~Lily Tomlin



Drugs may be the road to nowhere, but at least they're the scenic route. ~Author Unknown


Half the modern drugs could well be thrown out the window except that the birds might eat them. ~Martin H. Fischer, Fischerisms


A miracle drug is any drug that will do what the label says it will do. ~Eric Hodgins

In the 1960s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird, and people take Prozac to make it normal. ~Author Unknown


God made pot. Man made beer. Who do you trust? ~Graffiti

Pharmaceutical companies will soon rule the world if we keep letting them believe we are a happy, functional society so long as all the women are on Prozac, all children on Ritalin, and all men on Viagra. ~The Quote Garden